I'm Sorry



I'm damn hungry and tired after work today. Its becoz I didnt had my breakfast and only ate 2 small choc pie for lunch. Plus when I'm in mrt train back home, I offered a seat to a pregnant lady but she nv say a thank you... while i'm standing, someone keep pushing me... when I wan to lean on the glass door someone dashed to lean on it, when I got home no one bother to open door for me... tat makes me really sick and frustrated.

So when I saw my mum only cooked porridge for dinner, I throwed tandrum at her and we argued for quite a while. After tat, I made cup noodles for myself instead. But while I'm eating, I realised one thing. She knows I have a toothache and hence today she cooked the porridge specially for me. (made it veri gluey like wat I always like).

Its too late tat I only realised it when I already started eating my noodles. I must have hurt her so much! I wanted to apologise but I'm really not used to it. But in the end I said to her "mummy, sorry lar. Nxt time I'll eat whatever u cook"... I really cant held my tears at tat moment, I really regret what I've said...

Luckily she now not angry anymore and we juz chat as normal..

Sometimes I can jus slightly mention a thing or a request, my mum will remember and the nxt day she will help me do it. So even though yesterday I juz mentioned I have toothache once, she cooked porridge juz to suit me. Even me myself forgot I have toothache until I realised my tooth ache when eating the cup noodles. So I'm really grateful & sorry to her!

I'm really sorry, i shouldn't have thrown tandrum on her even when I'm in a bad mood. I'm really really sorry!!!