Tired~



Finally the stupid stats test is over... But what's more? I still got 2 projects on hand which are going to due really really soon. I must admit that I was being demanding & annoying to my project group mates. Okay, I really dun wish to be a "bad guy" if I can choose not to be. But no choice, I'm a perfectionist and I cannot stand last minute work, especially for projects ( & especially the 1 which constitute 50% of the overall module grade)... So really..Ps..

And also, the final exams are coming! Gosh, Its only like 3 months of school and now I gotta sit for final exams soon? Everything was really fast for Uni life... Sianx...

Chen, really miss u so much! There's really so so much things that I want to tell you and hear from you. Where is my every fortnight's essay report??? Looking foward from hearing from u soon! =)

Article that touched me... 《母亲的“谎言”》



第一次参加家长会，幼儿园的老师说：“你的儿子有多动症，在板凳上连三分钟都坐不了，你最好带他去医院看一看。” 回家的路上，儿子问她老师都说了些什么?她鼻子一酸，差点流下泪来，因为全班30位小朋友，惟有他表现最差；惟有对他，老师表现出不屑。然而，她还是告诉了她的儿子： “老师表扬你了，说宝宝原来在板凳上坐不了一分钟，现在能坐三分钟了。其他的妈妈都羡慕妈妈，因为全班只有宝宝进步了。” 那天晚上，她儿子破天荒地吃了两碗米饭，并且没让她喂。

儿子上小学了。家长会上，老师说：“全班50名同学，这次数学考试，你儿子排第49名。我们怀疑他智力上有些障碍，您最好带他去医院查一查。” ‘ 回去的路上，她流下了泪。然而，当她回到家里，却对坐在桌前的儿子说：“老师对你充满信心，他说了，你并不是个笨孩子，只要能细心些，会超过你的同桌，这次你的同桌排在第21名。” 说这话时，她发现，儿子暗淡的眼神一下子充满了光，沮丧的脸也一下子舒展开来。她甚至发现，儿子温顺得让她吃惊，好像长大了许多。第二天上学时，去得比平时都要早。

孩子上了初中，又一次家长会，她坐在儿子的座位上，等着老师点她儿子的名字，因为每次家长会，她儿子的名字在差生的行列中总是被点到。然而，这次却出乎她的预料，直到结束，都没听到。她有些不习惯。临别，去问老师，老师告诉她：“按你儿子现在的成绩，考重点高中有点危险。” 她怀着惊喜的心情走出校门．此时她发现儿子在等她，路上她扶着儿子的肩膀，心里有一种说不出的甜蜜，她告诉儿子：“班主任对你非常满意，他说了，只要你努力，很有希望考上重点高中。”

高中毕业了。一个第一批大学录取通知书下达的日子。学校打电话让她儿子去一趟。她有一种预感，她儿子被清华录取了，因为在报考时，她对儿子说过，她相信他能考取这所学校，她儿子从学校回来，把一封印有清华大学招生办公室的特快专递交到她的乎里，突然转身跑到自己房间里大哭起来，边哭边说：“妈妈……我一直都知道我不是个聪明的孩子，是您……” 这时，她悲喜交加，再也按捺不住十几年来凝聚在心中的泪水，任它打在手中的信封上。

Mini Concert


Before the concert... Anxious...


Our song " Tong Nian", 2nd song of the concert. From right: Pei Jun, Me, Wang Xiao.


Fake "S.H.E" singing Re Dai Yu Lin. From right: Pei Jun, Me, Jie Wen.


Me and Jie Wen...

Finally, the mini concert have come to an end. Though the preparation and rehearsals were tough and tiring, but I'm glad that this concert got me and my voices friends closer to one another. The concert went well.. haha, though my rythm is still a bit off but I'm glad I didn't forget the lyrics...

I'm not sure I will go for voices that regularly after this concert.. As u guys know, exams are coming, and I dun wan myself to be too involved in the nxt sem's emerge, especially when I had one extra eng mod to take up nxt sem. So this concert may be my most memorable or even last event for me being in voices. I'm glad I've made many friends from diff faculties and they r really really nice! Its really good to get know of people who likes singing as much as I do. =)

And yes, projects are making me crazy. Perhaps I'm so stressed up by the concert thing previously and that makes me become demanding abt my projects. Haha, some how I'm making myself less likeble as I keep forcing my group members to hand up their task on time. sorrie guys.. really.

I've been reaching home very late this feel days due to the rehearsals and stuff.. so today will be my rest day!!! haha...

感触




深夜里
发现了以前听过的一首歌
以前的感觉仿佛就回来了~

以前的以前
我总是很怀念中学的生活
听很多中当时听过的歌
但这首歌
好像是纪念我的高中生活
心里有很怪的感觉

我一直很排斥自己在高中时的回忆
在那里, 虽不能说我在那儿不快乐
但真正让人深深回味的记忆寥寥无几
因此毕业1年多了
我一次都没有回去
感觉它毁了自己一样

我真的忘却了很多的事情
自己的高中
这首歌....

不管想不想
好多事情
我终究 还是会忘了的

人在一天一天的长大
永远都要去面对未来
对于过去
再想
或许也没什么意义了

留下快乐的记忆
忘却难过和悲伤
快快乐乐的走下去
也许这才是我该做的

如今
我不要只创造记忆
我要创造回忆!

Sick Again




Sianx... I got sick again. And that really affects my rehearsal performance badly yesterday. My voice is already soft, with the sore throat and fever, the music almost covers my voice lor. I can't even hear what I was singing! kk, hope it will get better for tommor's rehearsal.
Its another busy weekend for me again. Today I went out wif joce and ai ting. We met at Orchard Tangs first coz joyce said that there is a sale on shoes going on.. Well, I did found a nice pair of shoe. However, I didnt buy that since I alreadi got enough shoes le... dun wan to spend money again or else I gonna be broke again.

And later we went taka to continue shopping. We had our dinner at vivo de Kim's Gary (yeah!)... haha, I visited Kim's Gary again coz the food there was really delicious! This time I had baked rice ( & joce too), ai ting got herself mushroom rice. Ok, i really didnt know that the baked rice is that much. Lol, but i still managed to eat finish becoz i didnt had my lunch..hungry~~

Sianx, tommor got to go back sch for rehearsal.. dun even had time to study for my monday test!!! Haix... think i gonna flunk this mod again...

My hubby Rocks!!!

A busy Weekend



Yesterday, I went for the Amore Women's dayout wif ai ting and jaslin. I met jaslin at yew tee for lunch first before heading to ngee ann city. Then we met up wif ai ting once we reached there.

The weather was quite hot and its really stuffy to be doing workouts under the tent together wif few hundreds of other participants. The 1st 2 workouts of blitz were a bit confusing, we can't really catch up wif the footsteps.. haha, that reminded me of the dances steps during FOC. But the last item was really fun and tats kickboxing! Love it when we punch hard to the air while imagining that our enemy is infront of us.. =P

And ya, the 3 hrs of non-stop workout really wear me out. So in the end, I didn't went for the dinner wif the boys...

Then today was another tiring day for me. I went bugis top 1 to sing again, this time wif my fellow cca performance partners. We planned to train our singing from 11-6 first before heading to sch to rehearsal. But who knows when we got all the way back to sch, xiao qian told us that today's rehearsal is for another gp, not ours... haix.. if only if only I knew tat, I wont be singing the whole of today but go out wif joyce and ai ting! my my~~

I still have another busy week ahead.. haix, i wonder when can i start focusing on my studies??? I'm obviously slacking this few weeks! Argghh!

Broke...



Oh my, I still dunno y I spent 80 bucks today. Initially, I just wanted to shop around and that's suppose to be purely "window shopping"... Then I juz brought clothes for 40 bucks and baking appliances & ingredients cost me another 40 bucks... -_-"'... as if Im really rich...

One possible reason of my abnormal action may be due to the stress over test I had yesterday, sorta want to compensate myself of not having a decent birthday this yr. I wanted so much for a birthday cake, but I can't find any nice 1 at the bakeries... So in the end I baked muffins myself!

A few days ago, I dreamt of the birthday I had 2 years ago.. I was so happy during my k-box session cum b'dae celebration wif the boys in my Jc class. Still remember zhan hong, hong xin and the rest sang chi, eng, cantonese, korean version of birthday songs to me. haix, i miss them so so so much!

Btw, I think I will flunk the test... so I dun wish to talk abt it... Right now, I have 2 projects, 1 presentation & 2 concert songs on hand... Arghhh!!! Sianx sianx! Im still looking forward to this coming weekend =)

Happy Birthday to Me~



I feel kinna wierd abt this yr's birthday. I spent the whole of today at home studying for tommor's test. Compared to my past birthdays, this yr, I got no presents, no birthday cake, no party, no birthday song, no nothing.

But frankly, I dun need all that for my birthday. My greatest gift today is chen's surprise call from US (and for that, its enough... Im satisfied) !!! Haha, at first when I pick up the call, no one answer the phone. After a few times, I thought it was juz some prank calls. I then realised that was chen calling after seeing my msn message. So finally the call went through and she explained that there's some connection problem.

Initially I though I will only recieve her wishes one day after my b'dae. Haha... clever chen, she remember about the time-zone thingy and called one day earlier.. pei fu! =) Thanks so much chen, I'm so touched! =)

And yes, to all those who wished me, thanks a lot! I really appreciate that =)

Birthday~

Marathon Singing Session



Today I went to sing again! Met ai ting at Bugis around 11plus then went Top1 to sing for 3hrs before joyce and daniel came. lol, then they bought in food (duck rice ordered by ai ting & chewy donuts & takoyaki balls)... The service person even warned us twice not to bring food to eat in the room, but they still secretly eat it (okay, tat includes me lar)..

So in the end, we found out tat the additional 5bucks to our bill is due to the fine tat we still eat in the room after warning. Joyce became angry saying tat they should inform us tat we got the fine earlier so we dun have to secretly eat but eat the food openly. Then she took out all the empty food boxes tat we have finished and threw them all around the table so to make the $5 fine "worth e $", Lol..

Wats more? Daniel pressed the service bell many times. When the service person came, he said he juz pressed the bell for fun. Haha, u all should look at tat person's expression, its so funny. Haix, this 2 crazy ppl ar...*shake head* tats y they r a couple... -_-"'

So overall, me and ai ting sang the most. Ai ting roughly calculated the no. of songs tat each of us have sung, tats around 30 plus songs each.. haha, thanks to the unlimited free flow of drinks, i din lose my voice! (I drank 4 BIG glasses, omg!)

And I din managed to get the photos from joyce today. Chen and Kwai, ps, got to wait for a little longer before i can send them to u. =)

Oh, happy children's day to all! =P