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Sunday, August 31, 2008


Sick... again




Got sick on fri again, still got slight fever today. I really pray hard tat its not dengue fever, coz there r 2 dengue cases in my block alone... pray pray~~ But since I can still walk around means tat I should be alright?

I went to watch rui ling's concert on fri night. Met pei yi at City hall there for dinner. She din change a lot, lol, glad to have a nice long chat wif her. Its been so long since I've last go out wif her. We got to Victoria Concert Hall after dinner and saw some sec school kids, both of us felt tat we r so old lor... HaHa...

Shortly, xiao xin & her dance junior melissa joined us. The show was indeed nice, full of visual suprises. I'm impressed wif their clothing designs & body flexibility. Rui performed 5 out of the 10 dances, she must have put in a lot of time & effort in tat. Nice Performance!

We all took some photos after the performance, really hope to get it from rui and post them up soon! Then, me, xx and melissa went Mac for supper before we went home. Tired, especially when I'm sick... haha.
Umm, if I were to calculate... I have know Pei yi & xx for 12 yrs le... then know rui for 8 yrs le... And I'm really glad that we r still close friends even though we seldom meet up. Its really touching to recieve birthday presents from them every yr, they can still remember my birthday like I can remember theirs. =)

At last, my fanclub fren sent me the photos of Bosco today. Those were taken during feb this year when he came singapore for some events. Those 2 days was memorable to me: getting know of many friends, waiting for fan in the airport, queuing 12 hrs to book the 1st row of tat event, went on stage to play games, cheer & sing for fan, fanning one another, etc... I really look forward to the nxt gathering, especially the stories Kelly our head gotta share wif us. =)

~ { 10:16 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, August 25, 2008


Tiring Day



Today is the 1st day of the start of tut wk. I gotta wake up at six this morning for sch and I juz got home which is around 11pm. I really felt the stress when I was attending the tuts, thinking abt every wk's tut assignments makes me even more stress.. I got nxt wk tut assignments to complete, tons of books to read up, lots of notes to make!

I went for the CAC welcome tea at around 7. I'm suprised to see quite a lot of ppl there, and the boy-gal ratio is 1-1. I managed to get know of four to five new friends, yep, they r quite friendly and most importantly we got the same hobby, Singing! Then there was buffet first before we got in the room to watch the performances by seniors. They can sing really well, juz like those professionals.

Then we had a small game where the song is played till half and we had to sing the remaining song ourselves( one person for a small part)... Some songs got us all clapping and became high. There's quite a few guys tat could sing really well, one gal also sang well, she knew the lyrics for all songs...oh my.

The 1st practice starts this fri and I'm afraid I can't make it coz I had to go watch my Rui ling's dance concert. Its been sooooo long since I have last met my pri friends le, so there's really a lot of stuff to catch up wif them...Lol..

~ { 11:39 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, August 23, 2008


熟悉的旋律, 我们的故事



~岁月的细水慢慢流,
流到了别离的时候,
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅,
霓虹纵然再嚣张,
我们的步履有方向,
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘~

每当那首熟悉的旋律响起,脑海中总是会浮现那个属于我的故事。一段段回忆,交织出许多理不清的情感。不论是甜选酸苦辣,很多心情故事,似乎早就写在一首又一首的歌词里,像预言一样。

对于他们,我总是放不下。。。

曾经陪我看日出日落的知己们,如同已落叶般— 天涯海角,散落四方。我们一群人微笑冒险的日子;那些光着脚吹着海风追逐在沙滩上的;那些摇头晃脑天不怕地不怕的日子;那些哭了又笑笑了又哭的日子,已在泪光中化作了闪闪群星,在夜空中闪着永恒的光。。。

我,决定了孤独的上路。当我强忍着泪水,倔强的背上行囊时,我知道他们一直地站在我身后凝望,默默地为我加油打气。他们曾经给我的友谊太重,而我的心却太小了。一时间,心灵再也无法负荷,眼泪决堤。空气中,有无尽的不舍与留恋,夸张地弥漫着。因为我知道,那些曾经一同欢笑嬉戏打打闹闹的日子,将注定在记忆中永恒,在现实中淡然逝去。

成长的道路上,波折起伏自然是不可免的。朋友的支持和帮助在这时像是黑暗中的一盏灯,照耀,指引着你,让你在寂寞孤独中,还能感受到明灯散发出来的一丝丝暖意。

在的岁月中,缘分茫茫— 生命中,知音难觅,知己亦更难寻。我在茫然中绽露微笑,至少,我们曾经一同倔强地迈着脚步;一同将泪水挥洒,将青春荡漾。。。 那每一丝的回忆,都是我们友谊的鉴定;那每一份永恒,都足以让我永远珍藏回味;那每一团思念,都促使我勇敢的欢笑,倔强的哭泣,虽然不会后悔自己所做出的决定,但心中始终有些依依不舍。

~人生的际遇千百种,
但有知心长相逢,
人愿长久, 水愿长流~

~ { 10:04 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, August 20, 2008


Teacher's day


Desk after clean-up... nice? =)


One of my fav birthday present... till now it's still hanging on my wall.


My korean txt tat I had been using for months, now I gotta put tat away...

I cleaned my desk (finally) once I got home from sch today. Oh my, there's too much useless rubbish on the table le, lol...

Teacher's Day is coming soon. This morning, the radio was discussing a question, "Which teacher of yours would you like to thank most?" I thought hard for a while. Well, I have four teachers to thank:

My pri sch chi teacher Ms ong is still my fav teacher till now and she really influenced me a lot. She's the strictest teacher I've ever met. I remember when I was p5, everyday was a canning day for me. She tested us hundreds of chi spelling words per day and I got canning for each ans I got wrong. Even though I was still young then, but I did not blame her for doing so as I know tats the only way for me to learn them. In fact, I have enjoyed those days.

However, she's friendly when its not lesson time, she's the teacher-in-charge for one of my cca librarian, she will always treat us lunch and drinks. Near PSLE, she made everyone stay back till 7 everyday to do revision as a class. Those days were hard but memorable. Without her, my chinese wouldn't be my best subject till now. Without her, I wont have a strong foundation in chinese. I have been sending her teacher's day present even after grad till I'm sec four, the unsent present is still wif me.

My upper sec A-maths teacher Mdm pang. She's juz like a mother to our class. She, always has innovative ways to make her lessons interesting, always care more abt each and everyone's morale more than academic achievements. She helped me achieved an A for A-maths even though my maths always fail. I will nv forget how we hugged and cried during grad day.

My sec sch chi teacher Mdm Zhao. Thanks so much for appreciating my strength. She's the one who always encourage me to participate in various chi-based competitions, eg: National chi essay writing competition, West schools chi essay writing competition, International chi book-review competition, School-based chi essay competition, Chinese DJ programme, etc... I can say she trained me hard and made me improve my chi even further.

Lastly, my JC chem teacher Ms Goh. She's another strict teacher and I always got scolded by her too. I know she placed high hope on me since I'm the only 1 under the scholar's programme in my class. But I always disappoint her by failing my tests. Once, I failed my chem test badly, she wanted me to see her after sch. I did. I almost cried as I explained to her my prob, I said I had 3 tests on consecutive days because of my wierd sub combination. And she said "tats the combi that u chose, u cant blame anyone but yourself. So you have to face it." Then before A's, she forced me to come back sch everyday to test me. I'm glad I got a B compared to my past fail grade. Even though its not an A, I'm still very grateful to her, I hugged and thanked her when I got my result slip from her. =)

Actually, it's always clear to a student that whether a teacher is a truely passionate & responsible teacher or juz a slacker. "老师是人类灵魂的工程师", without them, I won't be what I am now. =) Thanks!

~ { 3:53 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, August 18, 2008


Money did it again

I have juz accepted another tuition assignment today. I will be teaching the new student starting from tommor. Gosh! I dun noe wat I'm doing! My precious rest time is gone due to my greed. I have to admit tat $21/hr for a pri 2 student is tempting. Adding to my current tuition, I will be earning around $650/mth. y the hell do I need so much money?! I dun even have the time to spend them! Will I even have the time to study? Oh my, I feel like strangling myself now, I'm really like a 钱奴! Too late, I've accepted it and there's no turning back. Money did it again.

Talking abt $, I had a chat wif chen yesterday via Msn, wow, she's spending US$600 plus each sem for textbooks there... oh god, tat's really a lot! Till now I have oni bought 2 textbooks at 50 bucks from my seniors. I'm going to buy 2 more law books for 25 bucks this wed. Can't believe I got 4 books for 75 bucks, lol. I really got to force myself into reading them, or else it's not worth buying them le.

And yes, I got through the audition. All thanks to bryan, jia tian & jaslin for their support, I must say they have done me a great help. Its really good to have friends like them. =) thanks thanks. Actually I wanted to join other ccas like pool club, investment club & health fitness club. But again, I have no time for them, cant even handle my studies now.

Tut slots are out. Though I will be having 2 hrs break for 2 days but I'm still glad tat bryan & most prob jia tian too r in the same tut classes. At least I'm not alone...lol

Haix, dunno y I felt so depressed this few days... dun even feel like going out. Perhaps there's nth for me to look forward too ba...

~ { 9:56 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, August 15, 2008


Broke



Spent 50 bucks today to buy 2 textbooks from seniors. Alright, at least I got smt to refer to & read through during the weekends. Coz the lecture notes are really too brief! Gotta start reading up tommor =)

The PF lecture today is really boring! The lecturer talked too slowly and kept repeating himself. Me and jia tian timed him, he was still in his 1st intro slide 35 mins after the start of the lecture. Its difficult for me not to fall asleep in his lecture lor. Sianx, I'm thinking of skipping his lecture and juz watched his lecture via videowebcam.

After the lecture, I went for the chi pop-singing audition at YIH. Umm, sorta force bryan to join me, lol. Jia tian & jaslin went to support us too. Well, dun think I will get much chances in getting in, coz I'm too nervous during my singing. haha, who cares anyway? I juz went there to try out. =P

I have been thinking of whether to continue wif my novel writing this few days. Last month, my "fan" even asked me when will I continue wif the next chapter. Well, I felt guilty. I havent been writing it for months le. Though the storyline is alredi in my head, I'm juz lazy to write it out plus there's some prob wif my chi software in my com. haix... see how 1st ba...

~ { 11:58 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, August 12, 2008


男孩女孩



每个女孩都曾经是一个无泪的天使

当遇到所爱的男孩就有了泪

天使坠落人间变成女孩

所以男孩一定不要辜负女孩

因为她为你已经放弃了整个天堂


每个男孩都曾经是一个无情的魔鬼

当遇到所爱的女孩就有了情

魔鬼来到人间变成男孩

就是要在人间为女孩

重新找回失去的天堂...

~ { 12:23 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, August 11, 2008


Sick

Today is the the 1st day of sch, I felt that its a bit unfair since its a school holi for NTU students. Anyway, I got to wake up around six. While taking bus to sch I saw matt and waved at him, but he didnt even saw me... haix. Then we lobang bryan's car to the sc fac, too bad for jia tian & jaslin who were late.. =P

I think the 1st lecture was a bit useless. Its even more brief than wat was taught in JC, but I did take notes juz to prevent myself from falling asleep, lol. 2nd lecture was much more okay juz tat during the 1hr plus lecture, the lecturer din touch real estate law at all. All he taught was the veri basic of common law. Well, maybe I expected too high for the 1st lectures.

After sch, the gals and I went to central library to find out the price for relevant txtbks and also went into the library to find the stats bk. But we couldn't find any. Waste time. Ahemm, okay, at least we queued for the NUS diary...

After I got home, I started to feel sick. Got fever & heavy flu, even lost my voice (gosh! how I am going to sing this fri?!). Guess its due to the hot weather today. Then wats nxt? I oni managed to slp for 30 mins before I got to go for my tuition. I nearly vomit blood today, dun have voice le still had to keep coaxing the kid to learn spelling... She's not even paying attention to me! Haix.. even I pity myself, sob~~


The secret recipe...wahaha...


In midst of baking...


Ready!!!

Yesterday, I woke up early (again!) to buy ingredients. I've made baked rice for my brothers' lunch then eggtarts for my friends. Haix, I'm so busy till I forgot I'm supposed to plan my tut rankings! Umm, think I'll do tat tommor.. =P

Then met yuwei at around four at causeway. Its really long since I last met her, really got so much stuff to catch up wif. Then beatrice & sj joined us for dinner around 2 hrs later. Its even longer since I last met beatrice lor, dun even know which sch she's in till then. Had a nice time wif them. =)

K, I know I sound like I'm a les but I still would like to say I missed chen. She's flying off to US today. Yi Lu Shun Feng, chen! =)

~ { 10:11 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, August 10, 2008


Yum yum...







I went vivo wif Joyce today (tat ai ting "bang seh" us to join her OG to watch fireworks, lol.). We had our early dinner at Kim's Gary Restaurant coz i knew tat there will always be a long queue outside tat restaurant during dinner time. Tat restaurant is endorsed by Bosco Wong (I'm a member of his fanclub btw)and I have aways wanted to go there wif my fellow fan club friends but we cant find a suitable time... We had egg&ham sandwitch, hong kong style chicken fried rice, "yuan yang" tea, milk tea, fries, etc. It was nice, I like the "yuan yang" tea! Lol... After the eating & shopping, Daniel got taxi for us to go home. =)

I had another dinner yesterday at Causeway Breek's Cafe. I had a great chat wif the gals especially janice & elaine whom I had not seen them for long. The dory fish was nice though I still prefer Kim's Gary. I'm having another dinner tommor wif beatrice, yw, sj, bs, at and yy. haix, guess I'm really broke this few days... even bought clothes and paid 22 bucks for rui ling's concert ticket todae..haiz...

Gosh, sch starts on mon and I havent prepared anything! I got no pencil-case, notebk, bag. I havent even planned my tut rankings! Haix, I'm still in the mood of orientations...haha..

Audition is nxt fri but I still can't think of a suitable song to present! Haix, I think I will be really nervous. But thank god Bryan is joining me. Haha, i got a feeling he will got through but I will not. But its alright la, it doesn't matter to me whether I got in or not, will juz treat it as an experience. =)

~ { 12:40 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, August 08, 2008


R.A.G


Only managed to took pic of their back-view during their briefing...

Yep, I went sch for Rag early in the morning today. How should I describe it? Umm, hot & stuffy. I thought but might rain but it did not, instead, the weather is hot. Worse, we are stuck in the middle of the crowd wif blasting music & cheering surrounding us. We can't even watch anything.

So me, jia tian, kai wei, angeline, mei ying & shen jie squeezed out of the crowd to catch some breath. And oni when the SDE performance started, we got back to the crowd to support the rag dancers. Well, frankly, our float wasn't that outstanding compared to other floats coz it juz purely black & grey. Then the dance was not as exciting as the other fac's. So when raj and matt mentioned tat our fac didnt managed to win anything, I think its kind of expected. Well, I feel sad for them. They put in so much effort and time in that. And to me, its a really great performance.

Btw, I think we shouldnt reach so early. We reached at 8 while the actual thing only starts at 10.30. Its a waste of time, I can have more sleep instead lor.

We left the place once the SDE performance was over. Then me & jia tian went for lunch at FASS canteen while the rest went home. Later I still got dinner wif friends... Busy~~

~ { 4:33 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, August 06, 2008


相思




我对你有着百般的思念
真的好害怕你的模样会在我脑海渐渐模糊
也许有一天真的会记不起你的样子

今夜我重看了你给我的留言
留下了忍耐许久
寂寞,无声的泪

如果再有一次机会
我也许不会让你离去
或许我该自私点把你留下
我说真的

你是我唯一能敞开心胸畅谈的知己
如今你不在我身边
我的快乐能和谁分享?
我的心事又能向谁倾诉?

你说11日将飞到美国
这一去便是好几年
下一个重逢之日又将会是隔多少个春秋?

想你
真的好想你...

...............

"Tang, really thanks very much. 今生有你这样的朋友我知足了,其他的一切尽在不言中。真正的朋友不需要多说什么,我心里都懂。” ~chen jia

~ { 11:23 PM }
reflections of you and me;



K-box outing



Today I had my OG outing at orchard to sing K, not many turned up. I din sing very well, guess its becoz I haven't been singing K for quite some time plus I got flu in the morning. Plus, I really cant sing without the original voice... haix, always cant get the rhythm rgt. Oh, I din know Bryan can sing so well, lol, a potential superstar. Ch can sing well too, juz tat his pitch will go off once he sang the high pitch portion of the song. Kennix didnt lie to me, lol, he's really the "off-pitch prince",haha.. And I like wu te's and yee ting's voices, haha, like stephanie sun's. Actually I gotta apologise to them coz I'm the one who kept singing, I always like tat de, once I got mic on my hand I wont take off le.. ps ps...

After K, me and jia tian met up wif jaslin at Plaza Singapura to watch movie. Actually me and jia tian wanted to watch The Dark Knight but too bad jaslin watched before le. Hence, we watched Mummy 3 instead. To be frank, the story is a bit lame, juz like "The Forbidden Kingdom", its so wierd tat almost all ancient chi ppl knows how to speak eng. On top of tat, the mummies this time were the Emperor of Qing Dynasty and the teracotta army... Umm, I dun quite like it when they changed and played around with the history.

I'm checking my bidding result later, hope I can get tat module... Haix, I'm sick of changing modules again and again le, stress~~

~ { 10:02 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, August 05, 2008


S Club 7

Wow, juz happened to see some new photos from Vannessa in Facebook. Somehow it brought me back to the camp days..Lol.. Its becoz of this camp I got know of so many new friends. And becoz of them, I'm not scared of being in this new learning environment!

Some photos that I "steal" from there, Enjoy! :










~ { 1:19 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, August 02, 2008


The Last Lecture



I finally watched the youtube video "The Last Lecture" by Prof Randy Pausch yesterday. He discovered that he was in the last stage of cancer when he accepted the invitation to conduct this talk about "The Last Lecture". He just died recently but his talk inspired millions of ppl all around the world including me.

The 1 hr plus lecture taught me many things. He's really humourous. To prove tat he's still "healthy", he even did push-ups on the stage! Then, he talked about his inordinary childhood dreams and how he achieved them one by one. He also mentioned that even his life was going to end soon, he will still live it to the fullest. And some of his quotes really inspired me:

"If you are pissed off with somebody or angry with them, you just haven't given them enough time.... Just give them a little more time and you can see the good side of them."

"Brick walls are there for a reason: they let us prove how badly we want things. If you can't break through it, it only means that you don't want that thing badly enough."

Tat reminds me of a story tat I've read about when I was in sec sch. It's the famous story called "The Last Lesson". Because Germany invaded the country, schools can no longer teach French. And the story was about the little boy's last French lesson. The boy started to regret y didn't he paid attention to the French lesson in the past, its very touching.

Another 1 was the Jap drama "1 litres of tears" which was based on a true story. Even the 18 yr old girl found out that she got an incurable disease, she still faced the reality bravely. From the 1st epi till the last epi, I cried throughout. Parts like her own beloved younger bro feeling disgraced of her sichkness and how he regret his actions was so saddening!

So all these taught us to live our life to the fullest and always look on the bright side!

~ { 11:58 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, August 01, 2008


The Guy who likes K-Drama



Today is my last day of work, I got know of this new friend today who is actually replacing me. He's really funny and interesting! Most importantly, he's a big fan of Korean Drama! wow, most of my friends dun watch korean dramas, let alone guys. HaHa... so throughout the worktime, we juz chat all abt korean dramas, variety shows, and their habits. I was so amazed on how much he knew abt those stuff!

Unfortunately tat might be the only day I get to see him, though I've added him in friendster & hotmail. Haix, I wish tat I still have time to see him, he's really a nice friend to chat wif. Its really rare to have someone wif same interest to talk wif..Actually besides him, there's another new temp gal. But I din had much conversation wif her... umm, nth to talk abt ba...

I was treated pizza and nuggets today... nice nice... heh... All my colleuges r nice, I will definitely miss them de! =)

~ { 7:35 PM }
reflections of you and me;